The Courage to Live Consciously

Security is mostly a superstition. It does not existmove on to number two, and so on, until you're
in nature,ready to tackle number ten or you just don't feel
nor do the children of men as a wholethe fear is limiting you anymore. You may need
experience it.to adjust the items on your list to make them
Avoiding danger is no safer in the long run thanpractical for you to actually experience. And if you
outright exposure.ever feel the next step is too big, then break it
Life is either a daring adventure, or nothing.down into additional gradients. If you can lift 290
To keep our faces toward change and behavepounds but not 300, then try 295 or even 291.
like free spiritsTake this process as gradually as you need to,
in the presence of fate is strength undefeatable.such that the next step is a mild challenge for you
- Helen KellerIn our day-to-day lives, the virtue ofbut one you feel fairly confident you can
courage doesn't receive much attention. Couragecomplete. And feel free to repeat a past step
is a quality reserved for soldiers, firefighters, andmultiple times if you find it helpful to prepare you
activists. Security is what matters most today.for the next step. Pace yourself.By following this
Perhaps you were taught to avoid being too boldprogressive training process, you'll accomplish two
or too brave. It's too dangerous. Don't takethings. You'll cease reinforcing the fear/avoidance
unnecessary risks. Don't draw attention toresponse that you exhibited in the past. And you'll
yourself in public. Follow family traditions. Don't talkcondition yourself to act more courageously in
to strangers. Keep an eye out for suspiciousfuture situations. So your feelings of fear will
people. Stay safe.But a side effect ofdiminish at the same time that your expression of
overemphasizing the importance of personalcourage grows. Neurologically you'll be weakening
security in your life is that it can cause you to livethe limbic control over your actions while
reactively. Instead of setting your own goals,strengthening the neocortical control, gradually
making plans to achieve them, and going aftermoving from unconscious mouse-like to conscious
them with gusto, you play it safe. Keep workinghuman-like behavior.The second approach to
at the stable job, even though it doesn't fulfill you.building courage is to acquire additional knowledge
Remain in the unsatisfying relationship, evenand skill within the domain of your fear.
though you feel dead inside compared to theConfronting fears head-on can be helpful, but if
passion you once had. Who are you to think thatyour fear is largely due to ignorance and lack of
you can buck the system? Accept your lot in life,skill, then you can usually reduce or eliminate the
and make the best of it. Go with the flow, andfear with information and training. For example, if
don't rock the boat. Your only hope is that theyou're afraid to quit your job and start your own
currents of life will pull you in a favorablebusiness, even though you'd absolutely love to be
direction.No doubt there exist real dangers in lifein business for yourself, then start reading books
you must avoid. But there's a huge gulf betweenand taking classes on how to start your own
recklessness and courage. I'm not referring to thebusiness. Spend an afternoon at your local library
heroic courage required to risk your life to saveresearching the subject, or do the research online.
someone from a burning building. By courage IJoin the local Chamber of Commerce and any
mean the ability to face down those imaginaryrelevant trade organizations in your field. Attend
fears and reclaim the far more powerful life thatconferences. Build connections. Enlist the help of a
you've denied yourself. Fear of failure. Fear ofmentor. Build your skill to the point where you
rejection. Fear of going broke. Fear of being alone.start to feel confident that you could actually
Fear of humiliation. Fear of public speaking. Fear ofsucceed, and this knowledge will help you act
being ostracized by family and friends. Fear ofmore boldly and courageously when you're ready.
physical discomfort. Fear of regret. Fear ofThis method is especially effective when a large
success.How many of these fears are holding youpart of your fear is due to the unknown. Often
back? How would you live if you had no fear atjust reading a book or two on the subject will be
all? You'd still have your intelligence and commonenough to dispel the fear where you're able to
sense to safely navigate around any real dangers,take action.These two methods are my personal
but without feeling the emotion of fear, wouldfavorites, but there are many additional ways to
you be more willing to take risks, especially whencondition yourself to overcome fear, including
the worst case wouldn't actually hurt you at all?neuro-linguistic programming, implosion therapy,
Would you speak up more often, talk to moresystematic desensitization, and self-confrontation.
strangers, ask for more sales, dive headlong intoYou can research them via an online search
those ambitious projects you've been dreamingengine if you wish to learn such methods and
about? What if you even learned to enjoy theincrease the number of fear-busting tools in your
things you currently fear? What kind of differencearsenal. Most of these can be easily
would that make in your life?Have you previouslyself-administered (implosion therapy is the notable
convinced yourself that you aren't really afraid ofexception).The exact process you use to build
anything... that there are always good and logicalcourage isn't important. What's important is that
reasons why you don't do certain things? It wouldyou consciously do it. Just as your muscles will
be rude to introduce yourself to a stranger. Youatrophy if you don't regularly stress them, your
shouldn't attempt public speaking because youcourage will atrophy if you don't consistently
don't have anything to say. Asking for a raisechallenge yourself to face down your fears. In the
would be improper because you're supposed toabsence of this kind of conscious conditioning,
wait until the next formal review. They're justyou'll automatically become weak in both body
rationalizations though - think about how your lifeand mind. If you aren't regularly exercising your
would change if you could confidently andcourage, then you are strengthening your fear by
courageously do these things with no fear atdefault; there is no middle ground. Just as your
all.What Is Courage?Courage is not the absence ofmuscles automatically atrophy from lack of use,
fear, but rather the judgment that something elseso your courage will automatically decay in the
is more important than fear.absence of conscious conditioning.Now this may
- Ambrose RedmoonCourage is resistance tosound overly gloomy, so here's a positive way to
fear, mastery of fear - not absence of fear.look at it. Heavy weights can be a physical
- Mark TwainCourage is being scared to death,burden, but they are helpful tools to build strong
but saddling up anyway.muscles. You would not look at a 45-pound
- John WayneI like the definitions of couragedumbbell and say, "Why must you be so heavy?"
above, which all suggest that courage is the abilityIt is what it is. Heaviness is your thought, not an
to get yourself to take action in spite of fear.intrinsic property of the dumbbell itself. Similarly,
The word courage derives from the Latin cor,do not look at the things you fear and say, "Why
which means "heart." But true courage is more amust you be so scary?" Fear is your reaction, not
matter of intellect than of feeling. It requires usinga property of the object of your anxiety.Fear is
the uniquely human part of your brain (thenot your enemy. It is a compass pointing you to
neocortex) to wrest control away from thethe areas where you need to grow. So when you
emotional limbic brain you share in common withencounter a new fear within yourself, celebrate it
other mammals. Your limbic brain signals danger,as an opportunity for growth, just as you would
but your neocortex reasons that the danger isn'tcelebrate reaching a new personal best with
real, so you simply feel the fear and take actionstrength training.Catch a Glimpse of Your Own
anyway. The more you learn to act in spite ofGreatnessEveryone has talent. What is rare is the
fear, the more human you become. The morecourage to follow the talent to the dark place
you follow the fear, the more you live like a lowerwhere it leads.
mammal. So the question, "Are you a man or a- Erica JongThe highest courage is to dare to
mouse?" is consistent with humanappear to be what one is.
neurology.Courageous people are still afraid, but- John Lancaster SpaldingWhatever you do, you
they don't let the fear paralyze them. People whoneed courage. Whatever course you decide upon,
lack courage will give into fear more often thanthere is always someone to tell you that you are
not, which actually has the long-term effect ofwrong. There are always difficulties arising that
strengthening the fear. When you avoid facing atempt you to believe your critics are right. To
fear and then feel relieved that you escaped it,map out a course of action and follow it to an
this acts as a psychological reward that reinforcesend requires some of the same courage that a
the mouse-like avoidance behavior, making yousoldier needs. Peace has its victories, but it takes
even more likely to avoid facing the fear in thebrave men and women to win them.
future. So the more you avoid asking someone- Ralph Waldo EmersonSo what do you do with
out on a date, the more paralyzed you'll feelyour newly developed courage? Where will it lead
about taking such actions in the future. You areyou? The answer is that it will permit you to lead
literally conditioning yourself to become more timida far more fulfilling and meaningful life. You will
and mouse-like.Such avoidance behavior causestruly begin living as a daring human being instead
stagnation in the long run. As you get older, youof a timid mouse. You will uncover and develop
reinforce your fear reactions to the point whereyour greatest talents. You will begin living far
it's hard to even imagine yourself standing up tomore consciously and deliberately than you ever
your fears. You begin taking your fears forhave before. Instead of reacting to events, you
granted; they become real to you. You cocoonwill proactively manufacture your own
yourself into a life that insulates you from allevents.Courage is something you can only truly
these fears: a stable but unhappy marriage, a jobexperience alone. It is a private victory, not a
that doesn't require you to take risks, an incomepublic one. Summoning the courage to listen to
that keeps you comfortable. Then you rationalizeyour innermost desires is not a group activity and
your behavior: You have a family to support anddoes not result from building a consensus with
can't take risks, you're too old to shift careers,others. Kahlil Gibran writes in The Prophet, "The
you can't lose weight because you have "fat"vision of one man lends not its wings to another
genes. Five years... ten years... twenty years pass,man." The purpose of your existence is yours
and you realize that your life hasn't changed allalone to discover. No one on earth has lived
that much. You've settled down. All that's reallythrough the exact same experiences you have,
left now is to live out the remainder of yourand no one thinks the exact same thoughts you
years as contently as possible and then settledo.On the one hand, this is a lonely realization.
yourself into the ground, where you'll finallyWhether you live alone or enjoy the deepest
achieve total safety and security.But there'sintimacy with a loving partner, deep down you
something else going on behind the scenes, isn'tmust still face the reality that your life is yours
there? That tiny voice in the back of your mindalone to live. You can choose to temporarily yield
recalls that this isn't the kind of life you wanted tocontrol of your life to others, whether it be to a
live. It wants more, much more. It wants you tocompany, a spouse, or simply to the pressures of
become far wealthier, to have an outstandingdaily living, but you can never give away your
relationship, to get your body in peak physicalpersonal responsibility for the results. Whether
condition, to learn new skills, to travel the world,you assume direct and conscious control over
to have lots of wonderful friends, to help peopleyour life or merely react to events as they
in need, to make a meaningful difference. Thathappen to you, you and you alone must bear the
voice tells you that settling into a job where youconsequences.If you commit to following the path
sell widgets the rest of your life just won't cut it.of courage, you will ultimately be forced to
That voice frowns at you when you catch aconfront what is perhaps the greatest fear of all -
glance of your oversized belly in the mirror or getthat you are far more powerful and capable than
winded going up a flight of stairs. It beamsyou initially realized, that your ultimate potential is
disappointment when it sees what's become offar greater than anything you've experienced in
your family. It tells you that the reason you haveyour past, and that with this power comes
trouble motivating yourself is that you aren't doingtremendous responsibility. You may not be able to
what you really ought to be doing with your life...solve all the woes of this planet, but if you ever
because you're afraid. And if you refuse to listen,do commit yourself 100% to the fulfillment of
it will always be there, nagging you about youryour true potential, you can significantly impact
mediocre results until you die, full of regrets forthe lives of many people, and that impact will
what might have been.So how do you respond toripple through the future for generations to
this ornery voice that won't shut up? What docome.What is the difference between you and
you do when confronted by that gut feeling thatone of those legendary historical figures who did
something just isn't right in your life? What's yourhave such an impact? You both had many of the
favorite way to silence it? Maybe drown it out bysame fears. You both were born with talents in
watching TV, listening to the radio, working longsome areas and weaknesses in others. The only
hours at an unfulfilling job, or consuming alcoholthing stopping you is fear, and the only thing that
and caffeine and sugar.But whenever you do this,will get you past it is courage. What you do with
you lower your level of consciousness. You sinkyour life isn't up to your parents, your boss, or
closer towards an instinctive animal and moveyour spouse. It's up to you and you alone.Catching
away from becoming a fully conscious humana glimpse of your own greatness can be one of
being. You react to life instead of proactivelythe most unsettling experiences imaginable. And
going after your goals. You fall into a state ofeven more disturbing is the awareness of the
learned helplessness, where you begin to believetremendous challenges that await you if you
that your goals are no longer possible or practicalaccept it. Living consciously is not an easy path,
for you. You become more and more like abut it is a uniquely human experience, and it
mouse, even trying to convince yourself that liferequires making the committed decision to
as a mouse might not be so bad after all, sincepermanently let go of that mouse within you.
everyone around you seems to be OK with it.Going after your greatest and most ambitious
You surround yourself with your fellow mice, anddreams and experiencing failure and
on the rare occasions that you encounter a fullydisappointment, running butt up against your most
conscious human being, it scares the hell out ofhumbling human limitations instead of living with a
you to remember how much of your owncomfortable padding of potential - these fears are
courage has been lost.Raise Yourcommon to us all.The first few times you
ConsciousnessLife shrinks or expands in proportionencounter such fears, you may quickly retreat
to one's courage.back to the illusory security of life as a mouse.
- Anais NinCourage is the price that Life exactsBut if you keep exercising your courage, you will
for granting peace.eventually mature to the point where you can
- Amelia EarhartYou gain strength, courage andopenly accept the challenges and responsibilities of
confidence by every experience in which youlife as a fully conscious human being. Continuing to
really stop to look fear in the face. You are ablelive as a mouse will simply hold no more interest
to say to yourself, "I have lived through thisfor you. You will acknowledge within the deepest
horror. I can take the next thing that comesrecesses of your being, I have awakened to this
along." You must do the thing you think youincredible potential within me, and I accept what
cannot do.that will require of me. Whatever it costs me,
- Eleanor RooseveltThe way out of this viciouswhatever I must sacrifice to follow this path,
cycle is to summon your courage and confrontbring it on. I'm ready. Even though you will still
that inner voice. Find a place where you can beexperience fear, you will recognize it for the
alone with pen and paper (or computer andillusion it is, and you will know how to use your
keyboard). Listen to that voice, and face up tohuman courage to face it down, such that fear
what it's telling you, no matter how difficult it is towill no longer have the power to stop
hear. (The voice is just an abstraction - you mayyou.Embrace the Daring AdventureBefore you
not hear words at all; instead you may see whatembark on any path ask the question, does this
you should be doing or simply feel it emotionally.path have a heart? If the answer is no, you will
But I'll continue to refer to the voice for the sakeknow it and then you must choose another path.
of example.) This voice may tell you that yourThe trouble is that nobody asks the question. And
marriage has been dead for ten years, and you'rewhen a man finally realizes that he has taken a
refusing to face it because you're afraid ofpath without a heart the path is ready to kill him.
divorce. It may tell you that you're afraid that if- Carlos CastanedaThe deeper that sorrow
you start your own business, you'll probably fail,carves into your being, the more joy you can
and that's why you're staying at a job thatcontain. Is not the cup that holds your wine the
doesn't challenge you to grow. It may tell youvery cup that was burned in the potter's oven?
that you've given up trying to lose weightAnd is not the lute that soothes your spirit, the
because you've failed at it so many times, andvery wood that was hollowed with knives?
you're addicted to food. It may tell you that the- Kahlil GibranInaction breeds doubt and fear.
friends you're hanging out with now areAction breeds confidence and courage. If you
incongruent with the person you want to be, andwant to conquer fear, do not sit home and think
that you need to leave that reference groupabout it. Go out and get busy.
behind and build a new one. It may tell you that- Dale CarnegieAs you develop a sense of your
you always wanted to be an actor or writer, buttrue purpose in life, you may begin to feel an
you settled for a sales job because it seemeduneasy disconnect between your current life
more safe and secure. It may tell you that yousituation and the one you envision moving
always wanted to help people in need, but youtowards. These two worlds may seem so
aren't doing so in the way you should. It may telldifferent to you that you cannot mentally
you that you're wasting your talents.See if youconceive of how to build a bridge between them.
can reduce that voice to just a single word orHow can you balance the practical reality of taking
two. What is it telling you to do? Leave. Quit.care of your third-dimensional obligations like
Speak. Write. Dance. Act. Exercise. Sell. Switch.earning money to pay your bills and taxes,
Move on. Let go. Ask. Learn. Forgive. Whateverpleasing your boss, raising your family, and
you get from this, write it down. Perhaps youmaintaining social relationships with people who
even have different words for each area of yourcan't even relate to what you're experiencing vs.
life.Now you have to take the difficult step ofthe new vision of yourself you desperately want
consciously acknowledging that this is what youto move towards. A whole host of new fears
really want. It's OK if you don't think it's possiblemay crop up related to this seemingly impossible
for you. It's OK if you don't see how you couldshift. How will you support yourself? What will
ever have it. But don't deny that you want it. Youbecome of your relationships? Are you just
lower your consciousness when you do that.deluding yourself?The best advice I can give you
When you look at your overweight body, admithere is to forget about trying to build a bridge.
that you really want to be fit and healthy. WhenFocus instead on independently beginning the
you light up that next cigarette, don't deny thatprocess of manifesting the new vision of yourself
you want to be a nonsmoker. When you meetfrom scratch, as if it were a totally separate
the potential mate of your dreams, don't denythread in your life. If this creates a temporary
that you'd love to be in a relationship with thatincongruence in your life, just do it anyway. For
person. When you meet a person who seems toexample, suppose you currently work as a
be at total peace with herself, don't deny thatdivorce attorney, but your courage tells you that
you crave that level of inner peace too. Getyou must eventually abandon such adversarial
yourself out of denial. Move instead to a placework. You envision yourself passionately teaching
where you admit, "I really do want this, but I justcouples how to heal their broken relationships. But
don't feel I currently have the ability to get it." It'syou can't even fathom yourself as a trial lawyer
perfectly OK to want something that you don'ttrying to speak about healthy relationships, and on
think you can have. And you're almost certainlytop of that problem, you can't see any way to
wrong in concluding that you can't have it. Butmake a decent living in this new career, at least
first, stop lying to yourself and pretending younot quickly. There's just too big a disconnect
don't really want it.Move From Fear to Action,between this new vision and practical reality. So
Even if You Expect to FailWhen a resolute younginstead of trying to bridge this gap, just begin
fellow steps up to the great bully, the world, andbuilding your new vision completely from scratch
takes him boldly by the beard, he is oftenin whatever time you have, even if it's only an
surprised to find it comes off in his hand, and thathour or two each week. Keep doing your regular
it was only tied on to scare away the timidwork as an attorney, but in your spare time,
adventurers.start posting anonymously on relationship
- Ralph Waldo EmersonMost of our obstaclesmessage boards to give couples advice on how
would melt away if, instead of cowering beforeto heal their relationships. Use the oratory skills
them, we should make up our minds to walkyou developed as an attorney to begin speaking
boldly through them.to small groups about healing relationships. Perhaps
- Orison Swett MardenCourage andcreate a new web site, and start writing and
perseverance have a magical talisman, beforeposting articles about your new passion. You don't
which difficulties disappear and obstacles vanishhave to hide the fact that you're an attorney, but
into air.don't worry about bridging these two worlds. Live
- John Quincy AdamsNow that you'vein paradox. Just start developing the new you,
acknowledged some things you've been afraid toand allow the old one to continue in parallel for a
face, how do you feel? You probably still feelwhile.What will happen is that you'll develop skill in
paralyzed against taking action. That's OK. Whileyour new undertaking, and you'll eventually be able
diving right in and confronting a fear head-on canto support yourself from it, even if you can't see
be very effective, that may require morehow to do so right away. You may not be able to
courage than you feel you can summon rightsee a way to support yourself in your new vision
now.The most important point I want you toright now, and that's fine. Just begin it anyway,
learn from this article is that real courage is adoing it for free, without any concern of how to
mental skill, not an emotional one. Neurologically itturn it into a new full-time career. Patiently wait
means using the thinking neocortex part of yourfor clarity; you will eventually find a way to make
brain to override the emotional limbic impulses. Init work. Then when the time is right, you'll be able
other words, you use your human intelligence,to peacefully let go of the old career and focus all
logic, and independent will to overcome theyour energy on the new one. At some point you'll
limitations you've inherited as an emotionalbe able to commit fully to your new self. Your
mammal.Now this may make logical sense, but it'spassion for your new work will eventually
far easier said than done. You may logically knowoverwhelm your fear of letting go of your old
you're in no real danger if you get up on a stagesource of stability. So instead of trying to
and speak in front of 1000 people, but your feartransform your old career into your new one,
kicks in anyway, and the imaginary threatjust start the process of building your new one,
prevents you from volunteering for anything likeand let your old one gradually fade. Even if you
this. Or you may know you're in a dead end job,can only invest an hour a week in your new
but you can't seem to bring yourself to say theundertaking, you will probably discover that this
words, "I quit."Courage, however, doesn't requirehour is more fulfilling to you than all the other
that you take drastic action in these situations.hours put together, and that passion will drive you
Courage is a learned mental skill that you mustto find a way to gradually grow this presence until
condition, just as weight training strengthens yourit fills up most of your days. The most important
muscles. You wouldn't go into a gym for the firstthing is to begin now by introducing your new
time and try to lift 300 pounds, so don't think thatvision of yourself to your daily life, even if you
to be courageous you must tackle your mostcan only initially do so in a small way.No matter
paralyzing fear right away.There are twohow difficult it may seem, make the choice to live
methods I will suggest for building courage. Theconsciously. Do not succumb to that
first approach is analogous to progressive weighthalf-conscious realm of fear-based thinking, filling
training. Start with weights you can lift but whichyour life with distractions to avoid facing what
are challenging for you, and then progressivelyyou feel in those silent spaces between your
train up to heavier and heavier weights as youthoughts. Either exercise your human endowment
grow stronger. So tackle your smallest fears first,of courage and progressively build the strength to
and progressively train up to bigger and biggerface your deepest, darkest fears to live as the
fears. Training yourself to lift 300 pounds isn't sopowerful being you truly are, or admit that your
hard if you've already lifted 290. Similarly, speakingfears are too much for you, and embrace life as
in front of an audience of 1000 people isn't soa mouse. But make this choice consciously and
tough once you've already spoken to 900.So grabwith full awareness of its consequences. If you
a piece of paper, and write down one of yourare going to allow fear to win the battle for your
fears that you'd like to overcome. Then numberlife, then proclaim it the victor and forfeit the
from one to ten, and write out ten variations ofmatch. If you simply avoid living consciously and
this fear, with number one being the leastcourageously, then that is equivalent to giving up
anxiety-producing and number ten being the moston life itself, where your continued existence
anxiety-producing. This is your fear hierarchy. Forbecomes little more than a waiting period before
example, if you're afraid of asking someone outphysical death - the nothing as opposed to the
on a date, then number one on your list might bedaring adventure.Don't die without embracing the
going out to a public place and smiling at someonedaring adventure your life is meant to be. You
you find attractive (very mild fear). Number twomay go broke. You may experience failure and
might be smiling at ten attractive strangers in arejection repeatedly. You may endure multiple
single day. Number ten might be asking out yourdysfunctional relationships. But these are all
ideal date in front of all your mutual friends, whenmilestones along the path of a life lived
you're almost certain you'll be turned down flatcourageously. They are your private victories,
and everyone in the room will laugh (extremecarving a deeper space within you to be filled with
fear). Now start by setting a goal to completean abundance of joy, happiness, and fulfillment. So
number one on your list. Once you've had thatgo ahead and feel the fear - then summon the
success (and success in this case simply meanscourage to follow your dreams anyway. That is
taking action, regardless of the outcome), thenstrength undefeatable.